Giving Words Flight
Mark told me today that I am hurting the feelings of some of his family by what I'm writing, and that he is losing respect for me. How possibly rich is that? I've been very kind, I believe, in what I've written. I believe I've shown great restraint in what I've written compared to how badly my feelings have been hurt, and the pain and hurt feelings I've watched my children go through. I, alone, have watched their pain, hurt, confusion and disappointment every single day...no one else, and I'm living through my own, as well. How unbelievably selfish can someone possibly be to believe that they're the ones who have been so terribly wronged by my finding a way of expressing myself, considering what my life has gone through the past two months. I've continued to love and pray for every single person that has hurt us. I've not turned my back on anyone, but after much prayer I came to the understanding that we needed to keep all avoidable negativity away from our lives...our hearts. We have enough to handle right now.
Do I have some underlying hostility? Well, hmmmmmmm, there is a good chance of that. So, with that said, I have but one suggestion...if my blog offends, don't read it.